Where Are We Now?

What have we done?

We created such a mess

Our family don’t like each other

Even our friends

We already have so much issues to deal with

Yet here we are again

Just you and me

In between the chaos

We want to choose love

But how can we

When everything is against each other

My Letter To You

I’m human and proud to be one. To be human means we are fueled by our emotions but also our intelligence. We can be so much more than fighting for survival. We can fight for each other and honor our name in this world.

Never forget to be kind to each other because that always matters the most.

Peace and love,

Ria ❤

Please Don’t Love Me

I’m not a easy person to love. I’m a difficult person to love because I make everything complicated and confusing, especially to the people whom I put a lot of emotions into. Once I put my time and effort to someone, I realize that they don’t love you anymore. Or don’t see you as a person anymore. And that hurts so I would start backing away slowly because I believe that love makes you weak. It made me weak enough that others find clever ways to hurt me. So I began to feel like nothing.

I remember thinking what’s the point. What’s the point of loving someone if they keep hurting you. Or what’s the point if I keep hurting myself from loving the wrong person. So why not put myself away from people before I hurt myself or hurt someone else because the truth is they are better off without me.

Give Me A Reason

When I left

I reminisced about us

The memories that we shared

The laughter

The smiles

We made each other happy

I came back

Because I wanted you in my life

Then you broke my trust

Now things have changed

I can’t trust anyone anymore

I don’t have any beliefs

Now I’m stone cold

Because I chose you despite what others says about you

But now you choose yourself

That hurts the most

Your ego is so big

That I cannot fulfill

So why should I even try with you anymore?

Give me a good reason

Before I leave you for good

How To Love

I’ve been broken so many times. Maybe I keep choosing the wrong ones who never cared about me. Maybe I keep turning away the ones who actually cared. Maybe something is wrong with me. In the end, I know I deserve someone better who treats me right. So I can finally learn to love on the right person who is going to stick with me from everything and anything that life throws at us.