Confession #01

I’m not looking forward for 2019. Quite frankly, I’m devastated because of doing all the wrong things I’ve done to myself and others.

The last 2 years, I’ve made my life interesting both good and bad. Now I just want to stop and finally settle down into what I want. I must admit I still don’t know what I want. Or maybe I do. Or even what makes me happy but I want to bring back the true, pure form of me that I’ve been hiding away from. It’s time to shine bright for myself. Next year and the following year, I will do something that inspire others to be the best by being the best.


Just Why

I turned my back

Once more to see

Where I am

“Wow,” I told myself

The pain is worth it

I keep telling myself

Yet I was suppose to be in control

I realized my mind

Went astray again

Should’ve … Could’ve

Why again?

Why now?